This was the wildest ride I've ever been on in my days and nights writing a novel. I suppose the fact that I had to get it to an editor on a specific date made all the difference in the World. (Still stuck in writing mode.)
Where before I could leave it unattended for months, get to it when I felt like it, now I absolutely had no choice but to push past that moments of indecision and blankness, and get. it. done.
Man quite simply, I'm damned proud I did.
I should put something here about reveling in ones accomplishments, that the greatest thing is to do what one said they were going to do, but fuck it (ha!), I'm astounded and proud of myself like one wouldn't believe and that's more than enough for me right now. (Also I'm extraordinarily tired.)
Thats all for now!
With blood and love,